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i wish my ipod wasn't dead and my phone wasn't in my moms car, and i wish i brought something to do. but maybe this means i should just be thinking right now...but what about?

I've recently decided that I need to stop cursing so much, and when I hear people curse it makes me want to, but that's how we end up picking up the habit isn't it? It's like that episode of spongebob (lol) where patrick and spongebob discover 'sentence enhancers,' and once Mr. Crabs tells them that it's bad...they are temped to say it even more.

It's not like I cuss inappropriately in public (although I have...but not realllly loudly....on accident...oops), it's not that bad. But I do it around my family and my boyfriend and it's almost involuntary...the bottom line is, I'm going to stop saying the F word, because my problem may get worse and I may slip up in public very loudly.

Anyways...I'm excited for spring!!! The groundhog didn't see his shadow :) It seems like as you get older you slowly start to forget about Groundhog day...it makes me wonder if it's becoming a fading tradition or if it has always been this way. A holiday for little kids. I hope Halloween never fades away, or christmas etc. I don't think it will for me though, because I've always been able to find something to get me really excited about a holiday. Especially my birthday! :D which is in 18 days!!!!

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yin and yang

I hate it when people talk crap about their 'friends,' and then hang out with them right after. I'm usually the bystander, sometimes the victim, but never the faker, so I should consider myself lucky.

But this makes me wonder, if it all has to do with balance. My mom has always made sure that I have had balance growing up, and now I continue to be balanced in my life. I balance my work, me creative/thinking/ organizing time, social time, calories, and exercise. The faker is definitely unbalanced, and it makes me wonder if this is a big reason why the faker is so....well...how they are. Faker isn't a bad person by any means, but just needs to reorganize some things in life.

I think, that if everyone worked on balancing their lives, then the world would be a little bit, or maybe a lot, better. People would be happier for sure, and be able to think more clearly. Yin and Yang...that's the secret to happiness

colors and brains

Every person expresses and communicates in a unique way. One person may be similar to another in their thought processes etc, but never exactly the same. When we are beginning our lives, teachers and family members teach us our colors. They do this by showing us a color and telling us its name.What if every person saw each color differently? Nobody would ever know.

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